Keeping positive has been very tricky so far. I woke up yesterday morning feeling somewhat refreshed, aiming to change my thoughts and focus on "happy thoughts" for the day. I had planned a shopping trip that I needed in London, along with dinner out with my husband. At our first store our car broke down. So, I missed out on shopping, dinner out, and our car is in the shop. Positive thought: At least we had CAA and a ride home from London. I was pretty upset when we got home and I went to bed, so meditation was difficult. I had also just finished reading a book that day and the characters and situations from it kept intruding on my focus.
During the meditation itself, I returned to my midnight beach. This time I was joined by a human-sized fairy. (She was gorgeous!) She brought a full length mirror for me to use to develop my magickal persona. Although I had a tough time focusing, I was able to discern basic things about my appearance. I had extremely pale skin that shimmered with tiny scale-like feathers that were almost undiscernible. I had long, thick, wavy, blonde hair down to the back of my knees. I had huge white wings with pick tips that shone like they were on fire. My fingers and my toes were slightly pointed and I was unnaturally thin and wisp-like, but still seemed very strong and grounded.
I only lasted about twenty minutes this time, and like I mentioned, my focus kept fading in and out. Hopefully I can solidify these images during tonight's meditation. I'm also out of town, on a couch instead of a bed, this weekend. We shall see if this has any effect on my success for the next few nights.
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